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(no subject)	[Nov. 12th, 2008\|08:00 am]
So I gained. Fuck that. NO MORE SMOKING WEED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should know better! Last night I actually thought that I could just have one bowl and then go to bed. Thank god for Jason, coming back out to get me before I could eat more! What a wonderful person my darling is. So I am now at a 6.45 average running plan. Damn that sucks! Today I am going to push myself and just keep going until I can't stand it anymore. I wanted to wait until there was better stuff on TV so I will probably head down around 9. I can't believe I let myself gain. I am so fat!!!! I can't even get close to fitting into those light colored jeans I got last summer. Those used to be perfect and they WILL be again! Those pants are my guide. I will lose more and more weight until they fit. They need to fit. I will MAKE THEM fit by Christmas. I fucked up big time yesterday by getting candy. That was such a stupid move, I don't know what I was thinking. At least I didn't eat much else while at work.. but I am going to get back to basics. Today: an apple (90). I am going to go burn 700 or so calories so that I don't have to worry about what I ate last night. And then today is a new day and I am going to not eat until I get coffee at the mall. I will bring another apple to eat, some cabbage soup, and another granola bar (only to eat as an emergency)!! And today I won't fuck up like yesterday. I am just so disappointed in myself. No more smoking. Jason confronted me about eating last night while I was in the middle of a binge. It was so embarassing. I am NOT going to let that happen again. I am going to go to bed with him and I am NOT going to make him feel the need to say something again! It was just too embarassing. So I found some glasses for thanksgiving! So now all I need for the table is:: Tablecloth Placemats (paper) Napkins (paper) Water Pitcher Spreader for butter Taper Candle Holders (2 Short) *Pillar and Taper Candles (Tan or Yellow) I really can't decide what to do for the centerpiece. I know that I want candles, but I just don't know how to incorporate the pinecones. I sort if wish I hadn't bought them. We just don't have the right vase for them... I don't know, I don't know why this is so hard! I really do love the bowls I got yesterday! And what a great deal they were!
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(no subject)	[Nov. 10th, 2008\|10:54 pm]
So i have been doing quite well today! The thing is.. just eat less than the day before! And last night I did have that stuff with chocolate chips, and that is NOT happening tonight! i also had a couple of granola bars yesterday, and I did not have those today! My stomach is SO full right now from all that soup though, i binged last night because of hunger pains and i know that will not happen again, since i am SO FULL!! I think that my new thing will be making a list every day. And yes, I am most likely going to do repeat lists, but oh well! Today's list is... WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS (in no particular order) Teapot (red or silver) Giftcards to: Coffee Places, Williams-Sonoma, Macy's, Victoria's Secret, Nordstrom, Target, Best Buy, Bookstores Movies: Sex and the City Margarita or Martini Glasses Cookbooks Light Bathrobe Slippers Candles and Candle Holders Earrings and Necklaces Serving Dishes *Holiday Serveware I don't know. I don't really expect much from people. I have learned as I have grown up not to expect too much from people so that will help me. Also, I drop hints as much as I can, and I pick up on things that other people would want.
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19 Days Left.	[Nov. 8th, 2008\|09:54 am]
I have done quite well the past 2 days on my mission! Yesterday especially was really good and I am proud of myself for that. I will do the same today, just fruit, veggies and granola and I really think I will begin to see some results! I think I will go work out tonight when I get off work, because ultimately that is the way I will lose the weight I actually want to lose!
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(no subject)	[May. 30th, 2008\|02:17 pm]
I have been doing terribly lately! We were redoing the house in a short timeline so I stopped going to the gym daily and oh my god it is obvious looking at me that I have been doing something wrong! And I keep binging. I was doing so well for some time but I need to get back on track!!! I want a new bathing suit but I am not going to even try any on until I lose like 5 more lbs! (I am about 119 now) Please give me some inspiration, girls, help me get back on track!!
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(no subject)	[Mar. 4th, 2007\|10:04 pm]
Friends Only...
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(no subject)	[Feb. 28th, 2007\|11:34 pm]
So there will only be one work out today because ANTM is on tonight for 2 hours, then real world and maui fever. So naturally, we will not be moving from the television set between the hours of 8 and 11! : ) B: coffee L: bagel w/ fatty cream cheese D: Salad, soup, sobe workout: 45 min elip/arms/some legs
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|08:36 pm]

You scored as United States. The world’s your fucking oyster and you’re going to fucking eat it the way you fucking want when you fucking want it and whoever gets in your way can go to fucking hell.

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